Friday, March 23, 2007

Time Management

Tijuana’s sunshine and balmy breezes aside, the Issels doctors set a tough regimen. Here’s how my hours are filled.

DAILY:
(Duration for each task includes preparation and clean-up time)
½ hr - vital signs 2x/day plus weight every morning
¾ hr consume nine juice doses spaced throughout the day (some require mixing with other compounds)
1 ¼ hr two coffee enemas
½ hr one juice enema
2 ¼ hr three meals in dining room; info exchange with other patients and companions, socialization, check daily schedule, eat
¾ hr walk or other exercise/physical therapy
½ hr IV Vitamin B17
3 hr IV Vitamin C
1 ½ hr castor oil poultice with heat for liver
1 hr clay poultice for liver
½ hr schmoozing with the nurses
½ hr doctor exam/consult
¾ hr admin, email, Internet, appointments, phone calls
1 ½ hr personal toilette, body maintenance
½ hr misc medical: blood draw, imaging
1 hr lecture (breathing exercises, relaxation techniques, home follow-up)
Oh, yes, and sleep, blessed sleep whenever possible (I am awakened at midnight for one scheduled medication.)

OTHER SCHEDULED:
1 hr intermittent treatments 2x/week, (photoluminescence, vaccines, etc) 1 ¼ hr colonic (weekly)

OTHER:
1 hr with psychologist, stress management (weekly)
2 hr evening video and popcorn (weekly)
Visualization
Meditation


A few of these can be multi-tasked, but require change of clothing because they are messy. This is just what occupies MY time; Michael takes care of everything else (and there is plenty of that).

FROM MICHAEL:
I haven’t added up all those time segments- maybe Linda has more than 24 hours in each of her days… something I have long suspected! She is a meticulous record keeper- as a look at her jump log will show. Anyway, Linda is just fine, in high spirits and completely engaged with life on its own terms with no preconditions- a great attitude. We have been here together in this room for nearly a month now- and it has been a good and constructive time for us both. We are closer now than ever before.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Newer Directions

We will have the next blood test results of treatment effectiveness perhaps by March 15. These tests are only indicators. A CT scan is the surest way to see what is happening to the tumors in my liver. The next one is scheduled for March 27, a 5 week interval after the previous one, probably the earliest that will show definitive changes in tumor size.

When we left home, we expected to continue the revised chemotherapy treatment recommended by our oncologist scheduled to begin March 1 concurrently with the Issels program. We reconsidered. We wanted to hear what the medical team here at the Issels Clinic had to say after reviewing all that had already been done plus the results of their incoming examinations and testing.

We have done that now. The doctors in the Issels program were willing to accommodate a concurrent chemotherapy treatment, but recommended the Issels program on its own. Our best assessment of the situation is that we gave chemotherapy alone a try with negative results (while delaying start of the Issels program). Now we feel that to continue chemotherapy with a new set of medications concurrently with an entirely different alternative regimen would only present mixed results and the inability to attribute success or failure to one of three treatment plans.

So we are going with the Issels program alone. At the end of the 4 week program, the most we will have lost is a month of treatment by whatever method we choose to proceed with at that point. We had already lost 6 weeks to unsuccessful chemotherapy treatment. We feel we have nothing to lose by full participation in the Issels program and quite possibly a lot to gain.

Copyright 2007

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Getting There

Inspiration is a fine pole star. Schumann’s Fourth Symphony is mine, elevating the goal, tapping glorified energy to direct my path. What is lacking is the push to handle the daily grind on the way to exultation.

Molly (the unsinkable) Brown is my guiding light for simply plowing through whatever the daily grind throws at me. I first made her acquaintance when Burgess Meredith’s Broadway production came to fruition as I was blooming early on in my New York City phase. Three times I returned to soak up the relentlessly upbeat score, a natural affinity for a former cheerleader. Tammy Grimes, a petite powerhouse, epitomized Molly for me, infusing my imagination with an energy that has survived the decades. Her husky voice conveyed Molly’s grit and determination to make a better life for herself. In the Hollywood version Debbie Reynolds added sparkle to grit: a more polished, less earthy Molly.

Molly’s spirit is very much with me these days, the original cast recording filling my hospital room with energy and life. The very first number says it all: “I Ain’t Down Yet!”. Here she sings: “Sure I’m tuckered and I might give out, but I won’t give in. … There’ll come a time when nothin’ nor nobody wants me down like I wants me up. … Oh I hate that word down, but I love that word up. ‘Cause up means hope and that’s just what I got. Hope!”

Molly Brown’s energy accompanies me- along with all of you- on this journey … “WE AIN’T DOWN YET!!”

Copyright 2007

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

There

We were hit with a lot all at once; even as we walked in the door treatment began. We are confident we are getting the best possible care available anywhere in the world. The individual treatment protocols constitute a holistic plan tailored for each patient. Twice a week the doctors from all four clinics review the status of every patient in the hospital.

This hospital treats the whole person, a concept not well communicated on the Issels website. First hand experience is the best educator.

For physical well being, interventions are administered one to two times every hour and include juices, probiotics, supplements, vitamins & minerals, IV for delivery of ozone, vitamins, and later in the program some vaccines, IntraMuscular injections and the most delectable yoghurt I have ever tasted. An education component includes training for 6 months of home treatments following discharge, coping methods and sessions for caregivers only.

The schedule for therapies for the emotions includes relaxation guidance, laughter, breathing, art, music and more. The spiritual component of the body-mind-spirit triad is addressed with (optional attendance) morning and evening devotions as well as Sunday services. This is an institution functioning frankly as a non-denominational spiritually-based medical delivery system. I know we have faith-funded medical institutions in our culture, however I am not acquainted with how they operate in this context if at all.

Volunteers from an organization comprised of former cancer patients join us at lunch and dinner. They provide perspective on the focus and purpose of the hospital programs. Their presence provides a needed social context in a rotating hospital population.

After six days of treatment, it is too early to identify trends in the course of this illness, but the spirit of this place and the kindness of the staff has brought us a measure of optimism.

Copyright 2007